What i need is, find out what i need. Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Today was normal, MircoEcon lesson was not really that fun, but what was taught today was quite interesting. And that fat potato still keep touching me.. PENG. keep hitting my shoulder. NON WANDER 4d nv tio b4. pet and pet on my back.. I wander is it because he love the meat i have =x gross !. It was his last lesson with us, so maybe he miss me.. (i feel like puking).
After that, i went for training. I plan not to go this morning and brought nothing with me... but.. What to do. After school have no idea where to go what to do. So .. i still went training.. I go steal the left overs shorts and shirts. AND ! short left was "M" size... So tight, can't move freely. So weird. I nv wore a shorts that small b4. i swear.. After training awhile.. coach starts to talk.. and that went on for almost a hour. Sometimes what he say is very "Rich". There is a lot to learn from him.
Den when he talk i go pick the balls up.. and everybody else was sitting..BO lang help sia.. When going off.. i go keep the box of balls at the "hidden place" den when i rise my head.. I Hit the wall very hard.. the tears like going to come out automatically. Very pain.. like sharp pain. I could feel the .. Growing Buluku. Lucky no one saw.. IF not they luff like mad.
After that we went LGS and eat dinner. And went home..
On the MRT. I feel that FY is going to be over my head. She is trying to bully me whenever she could. During training.. Telling me how tall is others.. when a shorter guy is just in front of her. which was me.. "short short short" was what i am thinking of myself ... at that time.. but nvm.. I not short . who short. -.-.
Reach home. Bath.. and go do my rj.. by the time.. i was so tired i dun know why. i just go to my bed and rest... and fall asleep for some time. That kind of "tired and sleepy" feel really great. At lest that made me want to sleep. Which i am looking for. But why i can't find it now.
Supper time, when chomp chomp.. Just had dinner at Long john at cwp. So i just drink sugar cane.. talk crap. I guess what i enjoy most now, maybe just talking with my friends (include grape prince). Was talking about what Car he want and we order the "paper car" and burn to him, when needed. Conversation was dam funny.
Reach home again.. Played a3.. and train and try to hunt for rares. but.. nth drop.
Going 4.30am now.. I wander what am i thinking.
TML no school, sem 2 fyp haven started. i left with 1 or 2 more free "wed" So i should make full use.. BUT WHAT I AM GOING TO DO TML? Wake up. ? brush teeth ? find food. EAT. Com/Tv. Eat. .... etc.. and sleep ? I sure this is not i want. I always do the things i should not do, and never try or do the things i should.. HOPELESS. Maybe the "should" only happen in dream.
But when you wake up.. Its a dream. nth to be sad or happy about.
WAH kan long post.
During gaming just now, i heard some knocking sound.. WTF. BUT.. What i never do wrong things. The only wrong things is what i do to myself. So nth to be afraid.
You don't drink cause you are thirsty, you drink because you like the drink. Even you will die .. of dehydration. CHIM.. wah .. I go write book lao.
