Will i be the same .. 10 years later? Sunday, August 19, 2007
Yoz blog ! Kan sianz now. ? mind tell me what to do ?
When k pool today .. Played alot of rounds.. AND Dennis still owe me $1.40.. Jio him play he say no $$.. den i create "incentives" for him telling him i let him 1 rack. den he on me.. I guess he is thinking. OMG I SO STUPID to let him 1 rack and play punch. But he nv think .. that how stupid is he.. =x
Half way he went off without a sound.. but everyone knows where he going.. (GR****).
So fun not only playing pool, we have "something else" to view when playing pool.. which u can't normally get from 6.60 per hour.. (I not going to say here cause.. too M18 lao) haha ..Darren most funny of all.. When we say . we can see ppl "zhao geng" He bend down and see.. In the process he is caught by other group of gals.. DAM FUNNY. We try to siam darren.. making clear we dun know him.. lol..
Looking at the date now.. aug 19 .. so fast.. soon .. oct.. nov..dec.. and so on.. Everybody changes.
when i was in primary school, playing rubber/easer game ...
Secondary .. playing cs..
POLY.. no idea?
What i saying is.. what u like now.. what u think now.. will not be the same .. years later.. EVEN Months..
I wander what changes a human mind set. Is is time? or ... The growth of the brain.. or the events/things happen.
My dream is to study/know more about human brain.. which ... is quite impossible (due to my intelligence level) I would like to find answers/Process .. why this and that happen..
Was reading "Art of war" which zhenguang sent me.. Is quite really interesting .. But i want to know how to apply the things i read into my life.. E.g. a quote from the pdf.
"The ground determines the distance.
The distance determines your numbers.
Your number determine your calculations
Your calculation determine you decisions
You decision determine your victory."
So true.. it can be apply in so many things..
I still can come out with a formula why should we study..
We study to have certificates
Certificates to have work
Work to have Money
Money is to eat
eat is to live
Live is for family and loveones.
Though i think its have no link from the "art of war".. But i guess what i wrote is really true too ..
My room is so dead.. so .. " " i can't a word .. i should do something to it.. I see 4 walls .. but not a room of my own. I never felt so happy in my room.. so useless of me.. I have a room of my own. But i dun treat it as my own.. I have a Study table .. that was never used for study..Even during O levels.Have a big closet .. which is not mine.. belong to my sis.. =(
What i love most maybe is just my .. Laptop/desktop .. My "office chair" .. My bed.. Though this 3 things is important.. But...
Using computer seem more and more.. "sianz" computer see me.. i see computer.. OK whats next?
"Office chair" i sit on it.. turn and turn.. But i dun grow taller or what.. =(
My bed.. A bed that can't make me sleep.. Hiaz i dun really cherish what i have. WAKE UP YOUR IDEA.. I forget which teacher during secondary sch days like to say that.
Erm.. what other things i can type now. i have no idea.. but i dun wan to stop typing.. Maybe this is the only thing at this timing.. i can do? I guess i can talk more about myself now.. and read this post... 1 year later. see how much have i change.. mentally.
I see myself as a person with lots of question.. which no answer. Either question that i have answer .. but i dun treat it as a answer. or question with no answer. A really LAZY person.. LoL my MIS faci. saw my msn nick.. den she read.. "LAZY!" .. what a name it suits u !!.. I wan to be a hardworking person .. (LOL i dun believe) I know how to improve myself. but i never do it. Ok.. but why ? thats is a question .. Woo .. 5.18am.. i remember this time.. during my secondary school days.. I should be awake. Lying on the bed.. thinking.. How fun it will be during class.. Haha.. I think my class is the worst in MFSS history.. but i think is the most fun class in the history too.. I remember i tell my DM.. You cut our hair .. destroy the school image.. "Imagine other parents.. when they look at the student of mfss.. most of the guys .. hair CUT till so short.. "bowl cut" What they think? this school full of nerds? " Den my DM "BKB" .. He find alot of other reasons to gave me detention for 2 weeks.. not even letting me study in class. LOL. I so pissed off that time.. he cut 17 guys' hair.. in our class, And we got 18 guys in the class only.. i rmb that well.. Maybe that time he was "into cutting hair" maybe his dream was to open salon.. LOL .. so he will find ways Just to cut your hair..I blog so much i guess no 1.. will even read it to this part.. but nvm ! i continue to blog more! ... So when ppl see.. they move their mouse and click the "X" !! HAHA ! Just like reading the resources.. SO many words? ok .. i close it..
Listening to Windstuck OST .. lol ZAI!.. all of the songs/music let me remember clearly the moive.. i watch it at lest 3 times in the cinema.. 2 times on laptop. KOREAN movie ARE GREAT! esp .. their love story, Action moive.. My sassy galfriend, windstuck, running wild, tycoon, a moment to remember .. I still remember it all.. those are movie that i feel, i am not watching a movie.. its like.. ( dun know how to say).
I dun really like to watch ghost movie, maybe the reason is i can remember the "FACE", even now i typing this sentence.. i recall lot of "thing".Ar... should use this Talent(curse) on my studies..
5.34AM !! woo .. I feel like playing table tennis now.. or pool.. but every time i ask myself.. LAZY How far can you go ??.. Den i "push" myself down the cliff.... OK i drop down again..
Still listening to the Windstruck OST. I can remember how Junjihyun look in her "korean police uniform.. Her long hair!! .. that smile.. LOVE IT!..
Talking abt this.. i rmb .. fang ying.. keep asking everyone .. when u see a gal.. what are the 3 things you look for..
Think for days... i guess i know the 3 thinks..
eyes ! .. smile.. (i told her lips lol..) for the 3th.. i told her is the shoulder.. but i think not really true.. so i guess the 3th point will be.. Can she show who she is with her face? LOL BLUR O.O.. NVM.. i think again.. DOTA TIME!!..... WOO .. ben gave me ip lao.. DOTA DOTA DOTA !
