Okie. now what? Saturday, September 1, 2007
ARh.. got a feeling of now what again.. what to do next.. (i wander should i find myself a "LAZY's life guild book") but that book should be written by myself.
I think it been a week not blogging.. NO idea what to blog .. even for this post.. No idea what i can write...
This 2 weeks have been going back to play pool again.. I lose and lose and lose and lose todae.. $ keep coming out from the wallet.. Only manage to win the last 2 game with a guy that just wanna jio me to play.
Pool is really a "imaginary game" I tends to imagine what happen to the balls after i hit it... blah blah.
Peter todae zai.. jio me go play pool. with only 2 dollars in his pocket, this is what normally he do.. PLay and play.. den when closing the table. "EH i bo liu leh" den give me that kind of face. "You gonna pay for me =)"
but nvm.. todae we all "free punch" him.. we just aim and whack him for fun for free for nothing.
4.26am.. staring blankly at the laptop.. , unable to sleep... Even though my eyes feel tired.. but onces i LAND on my bed. i just can't sleep.. I wander whats wrong with my room... I just can't sleep... Just simply can't. Really is a form of torture..
secs feel like mins ... mins feel like hours... hours feel like days.. this is how i feel now.. (at 4.30am) Long shen intro me a way to run up and down my flat's stairs.. BUT i dun dare... some more its the 7th month..
Because i onces dream... of .. when i walking up the stairs.. I see this women with long hair... back facing me.. and i forget and dun wan to remember the 2nd half of the dream.. So.. the Next day i walk the stairs. I REALLY DID SEE a lady back-facing me.. with LONG HAIR.. I NEARLY shout "NB CB!! KNN" cause its so REAL.. 100% what i dream.. and. the weird part is..
Imagine .. u back-facing the stairs.. ok. Some one walk up and make noise.. will u turn back and take a quick look or a peep, who or what isit...
I notice that lady DIN move and look back.. even after i walk half way up... That makes it more scary..
I am a weird person.. or i got a weird brain, It likes to come out with fucking scary images of FACE... dead ppl.. or non human face.. just keep flash and flash..
si bei sianz..
HELP ME SOMEONE!! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP...
help me....